Where'd you go... I'd miss you so...

I called Ayah's no.
Not that i'm crazy or have lost my mind or any of that sort..

I am just wondering and thinking..
If someone so dear and so close have left you..

At times you just wonder..
Where is he now??
What is he doing now??

Yes you know he is in the other world..
But what exactly is he doing now?
Can he still think about us?
Can he see us?

I know it's best to not wonder..
But at times you just can't help it..
Imagine living with someone close to 20 years and you're so used to having him around physically.. Talking to you.. Laughing at you.. Being the greatest father in the whole wide world..
and den suddenly poof he's out of your life..

Of course you'll think about him as a person..
I know it's fate and sudah takdir..
it's just that ...
it's been toooooo long since i last saw you..



ok..


this post is not suppose to make me cry..
just suppose to make me think..
i'd better stop now..


tak glam nangis depan bdk2 ntu..







Where'd you go...
i've miss you so...
it seems like forever since you've been gone..
please come back home..